Quixote

Bereft of reason.

Decisions scare me, Because I don’t truly trust myself to make the right one. I fear that once the decision is made I will regret it. 

This decision though is made and written down on the monthly plan, so there is no going back and That scares, even terrifies me. If you see me, don’t ask me if I am okay, cause I am probably not. But I am alive and that counts for something :)

escapekit:

Joco

Brand design, packaging and ongoing creative direction for reusable glass coffee cup brand, Joco.

My drawing of my hands. 

I feel a little all over the place, I don’t want to unfurl from the hatred and angst that April brings, I want to curl up and do nothing at all, but I am making myself do the opposite. Making myself talk to you and socialise, volunteer and go to job interviews, it’s horrible and I am scared and Angry all the time, but I keep reminding myself that this is 2013, this year will be fantastic and I will improve my life and the lives of my friends and family.

hands are my escape. 

My drawing of my hands. 

I feel a little all over the place, I don’t want to unfurl from the hatred and angst that April brings, I want to curl up and do nothing at all, but I am making myself do the opposite. Making myself talk to you and socialise, volunteer and go to job interviews, it’s horrible and I am scared and Angry all the time, but I keep reminding myself that this is 2013, this year will be fantastic and I will improve my life and the lives of my friends and family.

hands are my escape.